FOTD: Dreaming

          Sometimes I dont want to wake up anymore. I dont mean that I want to die but I want my life to be just like a dream. When I'm dreaming, I can make my life so perfect. I admit that my life FOR NOW is a total wreck and hey, who doesnt want a perfect life right? I dictate my own life. I dont have to think about my problems and how to fix it. I dont have to listen to every complaints of the people around me because it's just me. ONLY ME. It's like, the whole world is revolving around me; what I want, what I can, and who I wanted me to become. In my dream, I can express myself freely without offending anybody. I can do even the most impossible things like; reach the sky, travel through time, build a house on the moon.. and no one will even know about it. Dreaming is like your own private diary. Mentally rather than written, like your soul is getting out of your body and freely explore another world.
          Im so stuck in my dream that I'm afraid to face the reality anymore. Afraid to face my problems. Afraid of fixing them. Afraid to hear complaints. Afraid to face the facts. Afraid of the world.
          But I realized that you cant always dream. Get rid of your childish dream, and go get a real one- the one that you can achieve.. Everything is an option between YES or NO, DOs and DONTs. Opportunities only knock once, so you better grab it before it pass. You cant always think of the negative side. Dont be a pesamist to yourself! And get rid of the hindrances that may affect your success. You can always turn things around, it's your life anyway. Nothing is impposible because the sky is the limit! and DONT YOU EVER FORGET THIS ONE: Be yourself no matter what happens.In our world, everyone's a critict. It's ok to idolized a person but to be insecure about that person is so... highschool. So, grow up dude! You cant go on with your life pretending to be someone you're not. And always accept facts and critiizism and always pray to God.
          A dream is only a dream if we dont do anything about it. Reality is a challenge for us. We do dictate our lives and we could make it better if and only if we have determination to succeed in our lives. If you know better, then get your lazy ass up and be a better person. Just go with the flow and choose your destiny... wisely. I do believe in miracles, to myself and most especially to God. I just hope that life woudn't get too harsh on me.

that's me on the left and my bestfriend Jaja 

xx,